*Shrug - TOo PISS

Yar!! Really can't take it anymore.. I'm totally drained and shagged, I'm hoping for a rest. First, it was RSAF Open House and next it come exercise and now I have a dinner and dance (Anniversary) to do. I'm been working for the past 4 Sat or Sun, and a lot of night duties. I'm not complaining much of the night duties, as it is quite a fair share.. however, burning my Off for the sake of the dnd and not getting enough appreciation from someone (named 'c') really pissed me off and with e comment he passed- "I'm a irresponsible", when I'm out there in city during my off day, not for movie but meeting a vendor dicussing on door gift.

I force myself too hard, too far and ended up I'm so shag and drained, then all this effort and hard work is not recognised. THou I do understand I should not be that calculative and tt I just have do my part, but I JUST CANNOT TOLERATE E WORD IRRESPONSIBLE, NO ONE EVER MAKE SUCH A REMARK ON ME B4.

Damn him. Piss

Vic's Wedding

Let the game begin.. StartDo!!		Woo!!.. Doreen, r u serious abt it.. Oh.. ***.
ohmygod..Doreen how could u broke the banana into half.. Poor Vic. I guess, give her more time. Since the mission is a failure, Vic here ur drink,enjoy! Ingredient: fresh egg, Fresh tiger.		Woah.. Vic finish the drink. Work then!

Master Card

Tennis.

Tennis, I had been playing it pretty frequently, but still really bad at returning ball and i guess it got to be the way I hold and swing my racquet. From Darrell, he said I should lock my elbow when swing, and the racquet should stays parallel to e net and floor. Sigh.. I guess I do need more training.

Actually I'm considering to join tennis class, but the class was full and the nxt class would only come 2 months later..

Me Darrell Shanlin @ TCC

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Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

It had been long since the 3 of us last met.. We decided to catch the movie Dragon Tiger Gate at dhobby ghuat.

It was a friday, so got to wait for darrell to go home from his camp first, had his dinner and dot dot dot before setting off. Then Shanlin, crushed an appointment b4 meeting us. As usual shanlin was late, bcoz she walk from orchard to PS. Reason, she thot tt the movie was at cineleisure when we had actually told her the changes in the venue. Well, she never really missed much of the show, just part of the intoduction.

After the movie, we decided to go tcc instead of drinking. Well, I dunno wat happened that day, but the waiters there were extremely polite and warming. Then there is waitress.. so so sweet. Haha... tt caught Darrell attention... Thank to shanlin for asking her name.. and reckoning tt she actually attached..

Counting Down to ORD.

I have 61 working days to ORD.. Oh gosh, I can't wait any longer. All of my friends have either orded or going to ord in 1 or 2 months, except one who is going to ROD. I stress it again, is ROD!!.

You might ask what the different btn ord n rod. Humph.. allows me, I would put it simple.

ORD >> U need to continue to serve by doing in-camp training. In short is re-service.
ROD >> Mean u no need to do anymore service.. out u go = freedom. No more military

My dar friend, yes I noe you r gonna ROD. But I am seriously envy abt it.

COme on >> I have 61 more days to gooooooooo!

K.. As promise here part of my oversea photos. There still alot, which I have not upload them. Lazy me.

Crap

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Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

I dunnoe what happened to me, but I guess I'm falling ill soon this my isn't purpose of blogging today, rather I have posted my HK trip photo to flickr, so if you are interested can browse them there. Again I did not manage to post all the photos as flickr only gives 20mb a month.

Otherwise wait for my updates on the blog. I be posting on my blog, after i manage to get myself starting writing the html coding. I wanted to upload more photos, including my friend's wedding photo.

Ur Celtic Horoscope

You Are A Rowan Tree

You are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room. And while you crave attention, you do it without ego. You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable. You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless. You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Hi All..

Hi folks, I have not blog for like a month, was a busy 30 days. Some mishap happened in the family, well it now over liao. After my trip, I enjoyed myself very much on the trip. Recover myself.

Too bad my camera failed on me man.. Erm.. I can only depend on my friend's camera when in Hong Kong. Took quite a number of picture.. N spent quite alot too.

I will post the picture very soon.. so please stay tune. yay.

Caetano Veloso - Fale com Ela - Talk to Her

English translation
They say that at night he didn’t do anything but cry.
They that he didn’t eat and didn’t do anything but drink.
They swear that heaven shuddered when it heard his cry,
How he suffered for her, calling out to her even as he died.

Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, he sang.
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, he wept.
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, he sang.
As he died of mortal passion.

That a sad dove came that morning to sing to him,
To the small house with its windows open wide.
They swear that the dove is nothing less than his soul,
That is still waiting for her to come back, her, the unfortunate.

Cucurrucucú, dove,
Cucurrucucú, don’t cry.
The stones never do, dove,
What do they know of love?

Cucurrucucú, cucurrucucú,
Cucurrucucú, you don’t cry any more.

Courtesy of: http://www.edrayne.co.uk/2006/02/24/cucurrucucu-paloma/

goldberg stare

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Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

This guy here wanted to be wrestle, but ended up in the force. Look at his stare, he abt to attack.

Greying skies..:

Starring at e sky, notice tt the sky greying above my head. Vapour become droplet, and when it become denser for it to float it fall forming rain drop falling on the earth, baptising the earth and every souls.

Counting down to ord:180 Days

Elasped

Fast. After my course in air force sch, I'm counting down to ord date. Eagerly waiting for the figure to turn 2 digits. I'm waiting patiently, the day will come.

Friends, probably alot of u gonna ord earlier than me, but I'm not envy.. Just tt I'm seriously plus knn Jealous abt it. Hahaa.

Counting down now..

Happy Birthday - Pal!

Taking this opportunity to wish my friends a Happy Birthday!!

>> Pris - Ger, Hope u like the new house we bought for u. Thou the garden is kind of small but believe the interior design is wat ur style (Euro design bringing some vintage look). Well if u need anymore furniture, let us noe and we will get for u. Sweet ** and stay young.

>> Nam - Giant, nothing much to mention, just tt grab ur opportunities and not let it be a passbyer again. If not let it pass n move on, there plenty more chances out there. I noe.. is hard la but... no pt forcing it.

Hohohoo.. tt's all for now.

Trapped

I fall into a trap and can't find my way out, it's such a torture. I should not have walk toward tt direction, and accepted what not meant to be accepted, nor should I even have the intention.

Fee Fa Foo

I rx a bottle of eternity summer and eternity. thank.

Flash back..

I spent my sunday doing nothing, since morning I have been lying on my bed just lying. Not until, Nam and the gang called for chomp chomp meet up.

After our supper at chomp chomp 11 plus, we decided to go to a park near my place. Hahaa. The swing caught my attention, I sat on the swing.. and there rtn to my child time, so enjoyable. Pris, eugene and suhui too, have their fair time on the swing.

It wasn't all enjoyable, Pris, eugene and I have our bum hurt while playing the slide. And not forgetting, the countless mosquitoes sting on ours feet, hand and face.

Those was the day when we were young, enjoying the time at playground with friends even when it was under the strong sun and mosquitoes.. wat a flash back. E nxt time, I will def bring along my camera to have a few snapshot.

Abandon now

I realised I have too much time that my mind kept flashing all the negative past.. It is turning me crazy one of this day.

I feeling abandon now. The hatred in my heart is growing stronger. My state of mind is unclear and unstable.

hurts.

oh god.. for god sake. why is it happening to me again. Dave get over frm it.

...I dun like Loneliness..

In...so::..m.nia

Insomnia.. I could not slp in night, and it's getting late, later and "early". What wrong with my bio-clock, has it gone hay-wire? Or is there anything overwhelm me. I needed alcohol every night, so I could have my adequate rest..

3 yrs from this. Alcohol have done some damage to my gastric. It's side effect getting on me badly, and deteriorating my gastric further. Now I couldn't have enuff to make myself high , b4 my gastric discomfort.

Side effect: I cannot have enuff alcohol and I dependable on it now.(everytimes when i'm upset or moody) And I needed stronger alcohol, in order to be high.

Then my insomnia condition has nv improve.

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