..::Graditute for 2006::

PPL.. today is the last day of yr 2006!! 2006 was quite a bad yr for me, had alot of bad encounters.. Nevertheless tt part and parcel of life, and I'm going leave all unhappiness, bad emotions and baddies in 2006.. The only thing i'm bringing along with me to 2007.. is my ord status, bros (you noe who u r) and friends I knew to 2007.

I'm sure tt 2007 will be hopeful, fulfilling and passionate yr for me.. Yeap, esp gd so long I'm not in service.

P.S My graditute to everyone who has directly or indirectly lend me a hand, and stayed with me here, and bros who accompanied me during hmm.. my darkest time in my life.

The wonderful ppl must always be mentioned.. Not in order hor, so dun ask me why you wun the first to be mentioned.

Cheech & Paul Wan - Hearing me out all the times.
George - Crap with me all the times and bear with me on my lamest joke
Jaime - Ur drink and bear with me on my poor enthic on mahjong
Dave Koh - Helped out all the times.
Alexis - Thank for ur treats..
RK - Hmm stby kakis.. Mc, Pizza Hut and KFC
Shao Lee - Thank for ur free ride.. yap.. commentable driving skill
Jon Lin - We all been thru la.. har..
Lawrence - Thank.. my saviour when I'm late for work. hahaa

Pris, Nam, Gene, HL, Hai, Yihui, CSH and CCC - Always there when I needs help. Ya.. and times the pang seh fm HL (Biggest Pang Seh and worst Co-ord).. And I knew I still kept alot fm u guys.. but this is me.. We will always be a gang.

Rlaph - Thank for accompanied me on msn.. and ur precious advises..

Shanlin & Darrell - Thank for being there for me.. and Darrell paiseh abt all the pang seh..

Lastly to my late sis.. thou u r no longer physically here with me, I noe you r still giving ur blessing to me in a way. Thank for every single little things fm the past, present and future. U will always be my beloved sis. Forgive me, if I didn't and in someway I can't too, look after your son..

Books!!

I long wanted to get new books after finishing "The 5 ppl you meet in Heaven!" by Mitch Albom, however I'm sort of occupied over works since Oct. Since, now I'm on my rest term after orded, I guess it would be the best time to get them. Hence, I make a plan for town on tuesday, but I fall ill - caught a flu, common for the season now.

Not only till Friday, I went to kino searching for this book: Innocent man, which I wanted to own it since 3 months back, but because its only come in hard cover and it is bulky (who would travel with such a big book), I decided not to buy the book till the soft cover is available, and Kino still only has the hard one.

2nd book: About a boy by Nick Hornby, recommended by Bloodnite. Unfortunately, I mistaken the title as Absolute boy - I couldn't get the book.. But, something for celebration, I found interest on other book, The curious incident of the dog in nite time. However, I'm not sure if it's going to be a gd book I decided to seek 2nd opinion, Paul, whom I supposed to meet him in awhile.

I met paul not long after kino. Accompanied him for haircut at pointer. Next, Border.. tried looking for the 2 books.. nah.. not there too. And it's a sure thing tt I can't get the 2nd bk(I din even has the title correct.. Smsed Bloodnite for the correct title). Then, I asked Paul for his opinion on the title, The curious incident of the dog in nite time, he said it is a good book and he might have it. (*wink save money!)

So we left to his place, hoping he has the book. Suay enuff, he misplaced the book, and to compensate on the loses I got 3 other good titles fm him. Despite of having the 3 books, I'm still enthu of getting those 3 titles. Went to Harris in Great world city, same Harris only has the hard cover for Innocent man. Just in time bloodnite replied, but Harris did not have any stock and I ordered one. In the end, I got myself, The curious incident of the dog in nite time.

Happy n Contented, the books I have now should last me 3 months and by then I would own both Innocent man and about a boy.

Merry Christmas!!

Heheee.. Folk.. is Christmas time. Wishing all the best in the new yrs and stay happy always! Yeppie, this go to everyone of u...

Comrades!

My fellow comrades.. I take my leave first. Do and must endure, soon your time would come.. I served bloody 2yrs 2 mths, therefore u all cannot haim la. AF pui!..

Since I had left, i going write this for once.. I reckon tt alot of you know I don't like the whole working environment.. even thou I'm always smiling.. I can smile, bcoz I know how to vex them out..

However, the whole morale, environment.. are totally unhealthy, demoralising, uncouraging and unconstructive. How to work! I pity those comrade of mine still stuck in the pit..

First.. having a boss.. who's not tt encouraging and crafty.. He will nv at any times protect us. . and he would accept all kind of finger pointing fm others(sai kang). For example: Hey the runway light wrong ley.. go fix it.. and he accepted it, when it suppose to other agency job. And when something happened which obviously not our fault, he would turn around slaps us first.. then apologise to others and same time slaps us again.. Hey being a boss, you should fight for our right!! Even if we are in wrong.. you should still fight for us..then close the door and reprimand us.

2nd pollutant: There alot of unwant pollutants there.. Esp for one substance ' L' .. A word for you!.. We wun mind if u r going to just sit in a room doing nothing, as it would be better in that way too.. Do not produce more pollution ok!!

3rd the stirring: Enuff stirring liao la.. The coffee had turned cold le or u ppl trying to freeze ur coffee thru stirring? Moral is shit there.. so do something more constructive instead of stiring.

Lastly, do not give extra for the sake of giving.. Make some judgement and gif a better assesment wat the best punishment.. At times, no punishment is the best punishment..

To end this.. QUIT

Why am I single??

I'm not sure if tt the case, but it correct tt I dun like to be controlled.. Just I'm too independent le..!
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Antique House...

I processed the photo for the house.. Enjoys. I can't denied tt it is more than a house, it's full of life!.. Click here for clearer picture.

This better not be true!

Wah.. 1 true love only.. Hahaa.. Then wat happened to the rest, and pretty unfair too. 1 true love and 2 broken heart. argh!

Your Birthdate: October 7

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C. H. O. R. E. S

Last evening, I reckoned tt I should tidy my house and finish the unfinish chores, since I am free. I began with laudry as I brought a bag of uniforms fm camp. It wasn't easy to wash, I seperated the heavy duty wash, hand wash, and coloured n white clothing - meaning I got to do 4x washing. Anyhow, I put the heavy duty cloth into the machine and same time soaked the hand wash clothings.. the after procceed with tidying my room. woo! it was indeed messy, I took half an hour to clear my table.

I swept the floor.. mopped the floor. took me 2 hours.. Settled down for dinner, then had the dishes washed. TOok a quick rest b4 washing the hand wash clothing.
Finally when I'm done.. It's 2am, I guess I need at least a part time maid.

Hahaa.. Outstanding task. Tidy my Computer desk, rest of laudry.. It not going to be easy when the sun taking his annual leave.. Sigh!!

Orded on a pouring day!

Rain tt started to pour on Monday nite to Tuesday.. My initial plan was to collect my IC early in the morning at 8.30, then I could have some other plan in the afternoon - Sentosa, Tennis or other outdoor activities. But, because of the rain.. I refused to be awake at 7am, 8am I continue to lay on my bed and was convinced the rain should stop anytime within an hours. Nah, it nv happen.. the rain continued to pour, heavily. Anyhow.. I woke up at 9 and left at 9.15am, thinking tt rain should stopped anytime after I stepped out the house. Sadly, it din turn out the way I wanted.

Well.. Once I alighted fm the cab, I felt refreshed.. and free. Turning to be a little cocky.. with the dun bothered mood (What can u do to me! I am a civilian now!) I walked under the rain toward squadron, to get my OC to sign my clearance form.. apparently tt the last signature I needed!. 10.15am. I eagerly wanted to be in pac to collect my IC liao.. Not until my dear friend, george.. asked me to wait for him till 1045. (Ohh.. No! he not going to collect his IC, he there for some x'mas celebration.) And I waited.

11.00am.. I was told tt I had not completed part of the form..(Mess Fund! yao siu nv use the mess still have to pay.) er.. ok I settled it, and returned to pac.. 11.20am. (I can't wait any further to leave the camp.) Guess wat.. All the yao SIU kai in NSmen section went for lunch at 1120am.. So I waited for those yao siu one to return and decided to join george, franco fm PAC, Jon Lim fm FSS n PAC, Lim Jian (QM) and others in their x'mas celebration.

Meanwhile, I did regular check on those yao siu one. And the yao siu one only came back on my 10 checks at 1.30.. 1.30pm leh.. they had 2 hrs lunch, yao siu!!

Anyhow.. i guess it is worth waiting la..

What a wkend!

Saturday.. I spent the day rotting at home, it shouldn't be like this! There suppose to be movie. Yes, I got pang seh again.. This time round was a friend has to attend a party, so the rest decided to call it off. Well wat to do!.

Then the tennis session in the evening was changed to badminton session, but I decided not to play..(Really suck with badminton!) Anyhow, badminton isn't tt a bad change - it rained shortly. To conclude, I spent the day scratching my back, and preparing dinner.

In the nite, I decided to have some drink with Cheech, Paul, Jaime and Justin at Acid Bar. I don't want to miss this, as it going to be the last nite to chill out with cheech for the yr. This time round, I wasn't drunk like the other 3 times. Hehee. I am so sober!

Back home on sunday morning, 2 am.. And was doing some surfing, and chatting with this new found friend on msn.. then I continued on msn with my old friend fm London. He doing his master in state now.. WOw.. He same age as me, and he doing MSC now. Envy him, lucky he wasn't Singaporean.. else he got to serve like me.

Well.. Sunday is easy. I slept throughout the day.. and woke up ard 6 plus... IS PM hor.. hahahaa.. I wasted my day..

Anyhow.. I gonna take some rest now.. Going back to camp later.. for my ord interview!! Finally..

It is always hard to part..

Finally the day come.. I this news last month, which we had anticipated it coming since a yr or 2 back. That the old antique house I grown up frm, will be handed over on Monday, and to empty the house by today. Initially, I took it easily, not until last night when my younger day memories flashed thru me.

The day, I ran ard the house playing catching.
The day, I celebrated my birthday outside the hall.
The day, we celebrated all the festive season.
The day, when I first washed my dishes.
The day, when I cook my first maggie mee.
The day, I jump down from the roof.
The day, I cycled a bicycle.
The day....

Well.. At least I witnessed its last day; forming my last memories of the house.
Thank to you, Lovely antique house. You had kept me warm and shetler me for those yrs. Importantly, you had accompanied me for the decade, thru my childhood, teenage.

P.S The lovely antique house pic will be post after I processed them.

Feeling so bitter now..

阵雨！

今阵雨连连。承重的水气成雨滴洗礼大地-灌溉植物，充斥水池。雨以他的方式造福着。

Ording soon

I'm typing this on 13 Dec 7.11am -

6 days more to my orded and I starting typing this. I can't wait for tt day to arrive. Those memories seeing my friends one by one going into BMT are still so fresh in my head. And written abt my feeling for being the last guy into BMT.

《了断》

今阴天，天空弥漫着层层乌云仿佛我心中的情感。
总觉得有点不乐，烦闷和急躁。
也无法展开胸怀的发泄，就像乌云无法化成雨滴。
始终，也要有个了断，也因有晴天。

决定，就这一样好吗？

已经犹豫许久了，但迟迟拿不了抉择。这就是我吧，琢磨不定。 本决定该继续读书学成归来才大展鸿图，却因为对方给与的工作及福利条件过于优越使我无法拒绝！

不能质疑，这是发展事业的好机会。 最终还是决定了--下月17号。。

I.. .. am

Yesterday was continued fm yesterday last night, I didn't sleep wanted to catch some show from channel 8 therefore I stayed. I took a nap ard 6.10am to avoid fm my mum. Then woke up at 2 plus finding myself not tt happy, anyhow I marched out to look for food, but as usual there none, foul mood.

3.10 had a movie appt, got up for bathe and changed. Left house at 4.20.. knowing I will def be late.. Got onto the train at 4.57 heading toward habourfont. 5.17 phone rang fm Paul: hey where u? I'm on the train.. Ok I have a bad news.. they booked the tix.. but without urs.. how u till coming? Fm the train nxt station Little India. Yes, I'm coming..
Mood calculator: Bursting soon... Yet it went numb fast too.

Telling myself this not the first time.. thou it was the first time by them. I'm used to it.

Reached Vivo and time here not impt anymore.. I got plenty of them..

The blah blah things go on.. 6.37 We met Jaime and his bro, Justin in vivo. Left the grp to join the brothers for coffee at coffee club at harbour front, buy stationery and vcd at heartland mall. 8.30 dinner at kovan market left at 9.15. Took a train fm kovan, went in the train 9.17 but wrong direction. Alighted at serangoon cross the platform for sengkang. 9.45 Home.

Surfing surfing.. msn msn msn.. 1.30 I having this ultra extremely lousy mood. 1.32 I decided to blog. Thank to some long long time friend.. 1.54 I decided, nv will I regret..

UCLA student tasered by UCPD Officer

Firstly, the student was ask for his student ID by the CSO, but he was unable produce them. The CSO left and returned with a UCPD Officer; UCPD Officer escorted the student out. By this time, the student started moving, and a officer went forward to escort him by holding his arm. However, the student ask him to "let go" in several times.

This is when the first taser was shot, causing the student to fall on the floor and cried in pain. Then student told the officer he had a medical condition and shouted out "Here's your Patriot Act, here's your fucking abuse of power," while he struggled with the officers.

The officer replied "stand up and stop fighting us", after saying that one officer fired a second or more shot toward the student."

As the student and the officers were struggling, bystanders repeatedly asked the police officers to stop, and at one point officers told the gathered crowd to stand back and threatened to use a Taser on anyone who got too closed.

Witness 1, a fourth-year economics student who was present in the library during the incident, said police officers threatened to shoot her with a Taser when she asked an officer for his name and his badge number.

I doubt so!!! I not tt devil okay.. I'm just evil!

I seriously doubt the question lo.. or something must be wrong somewhere.. I need some one to say some word for me!!

Regina Spektor - On The Radio.

I just like this part of the song.. sort of meaningful to me..

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath