It been awhile since March, but feeling of emptiness in the night continue occupying my soul. I guess all these while, I'm just putting up a cheerful mask. Since the death of my grandma n Jie I never likes being alone, and had eagerly finding ways to keep myself occupied - going out with friends, staying out late, doing a lot of stuff or to the extend running over to friend's place.
The death of my Jie has shaken me, I couldn't find way to accept the fact. How could this happened? I never want to lose her.
Year 2004, I celebrated my 21st Birthday. For all reason, I ought to be happy. Happy tt it was my 21st and there many ppl who came to celebrate my birthday with me. However, human being is a greedy creature on earth, I wanted more. I felt a sense of emptiness in my deepest soul. Something missing... my soul searching for it, moment of saddness overwhelmed the day of happiness. Unknowingly tear flows, during mid of the show "super cop4", I tried to control, but failed. Tt nite only my saddness and memories accompanied me.
Memories of mine birthday during my young age, my first school bag and alot. Since young my Jie would always celebrate my birthday without miss. Buying cake, organising it and present would turn out a routine. And in day when finicial allows her, she would buy me toys, she too would always bring me out whenever she could. My first school bag I had was a gift from her, a blue smurf bag, the picture is fresh.
Once i was hospitalised.. She visited me in the late night and the surrounding was quiet.. very quiet. I was really touch by her as she visited me after her long working hours. Dunnoe how long had she been sitting there before I woke up and notice her, she must have waited patiently and do not wish to awake me fm my sleep. She sat there, so to fulfill her promise to me and before she left, she kissed me on my forehead and handing a comic to my hand.
She such a great Jie to me and always the greatest.
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Friday, December 24, 2004
Merry X'mas
HOHOHO.. Merry Christmas.. Today I'm not going to blog much.. But just a simply wish to all my friend, Merry Christma and a wonderful nite.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Got Freedom, but Bored!
Woohoo.. This week mark the end of the my Basic Military Training in Tekong. Pretty glad that it end, which mean I do not have climbed tt stupid stair anymore and hurt my leg further. My graditute to all ppl who been constantly helping me during the days I was on clutches. Special thank to my section mates and Sergeant.
While I been idling these days, nothing much to do and no one wanna go out too.. Went to catch Incredible with Shanlin, then do some catch up in Mr Bean.
Today went out for buffet in suntec, the food serve was so-so. And bought a shirt from top-man @ Bugis Junction, I like the design therefore did not actually consider much. Later in the night, met up Darrell had some chat over the BMT topic, notice how lucky i was compared to him without all the takan n chiong shan training...
After all the troubles last night, finally I see my mum's flight arrived in Singapore. Well abit of the troubles illustration.. This person 'A' always never manage to get message correctly, even when it was written black n white. So 'A' said my mum would be back on Monday nite 11.30pm flight, therefore he was there waiting whole night. Hahaa.. N i was kind of worried as it happened that for e 2 days there this same flight no. arriving in SG, I called Changi Airport to check up, and was diverted to e flight company adminstration counter. I asked:" Erm, I need to check with you if this passenger was on the plane?" CSO replied:" I'm apologised, we are unable to reveal any information regard to safety precaution. Why not you can ask the pessenger to call in person." Wasn't tt freak or wat.. I dun even noe where my mum was, asking me to ask her to call???? Crazy rite.
Conclusion, sometime in order to get things done you would need to raise ur voice and do some screaming. In the end, after some scolding and screamming the CSO finally told me the answer.
Hahaa.. anywhere got present from my mum.. Again she got freak up coz of my injuries. Dunnoe wat she gonna up with this time.
While I been idling these days, nothing much to do and no one wanna go out too.. Went to catch Incredible with Shanlin, then do some catch up in Mr Bean.
Today went out for buffet in suntec, the food serve was so-so. And bought a shirt from top-man @ Bugis Junction, I like the design therefore did not actually consider much. Later in the night, met up Darrell had some chat over the BMT topic, notice how lucky i was compared to him without all the takan n chiong shan training...
After all the troubles last night, finally I see my mum's flight arrived in Singapore. Well abit of the troubles illustration.. This person 'A' always never manage to get message correctly, even when it was written black n white. So 'A' said my mum would be back on Monday nite 11.30pm flight, therefore he was there waiting whole night. Hahaa.. N i was kind of worried as it happened that for e 2 days there this same flight no. arriving in SG, I called Changi Airport to check up, and was diverted to e flight company adminstration counter. I asked:" Erm, I need to check with you if this passenger was on the plane?" CSO replied:" I'm apologised, we are unable to reveal any information regard to safety precaution. Why not you can ask the pessenger to call in person." Wasn't tt freak or wat.. I dun even noe where my mum was, asking me to ask her to call???? Crazy rite.
Conclusion, sometime in order to get things done you would need to raise ur voice and do some screaming. In the end, after some scolding and screamming the CSO finally told me the answer.
Hahaa.. anywhere got present from my mum.. Again she got freak up coz of my injuries. Dunnoe wat she gonna up with this time.
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