Trapped

I fall into a trap and can't find my way out, it's such a torture. I should not have walk toward tt direction, and accepted what not meant to be accepted, nor should I even have the intention.

Fee Fa Foo

I rx a bottle of eternity summer and eternity. thank.

Flash back..

I spent my sunday doing nothing, since morning I have been lying on my bed just lying. Not until, Nam and the gang called for chomp chomp meet up.

After our supper at chomp chomp 11 plus, we decided to go to a park near my place. Hahaa. The swing caught my attention, I sat on the swing.. and there rtn to my child time, so enjoyable. Pris, eugene and suhui too, have their fair time on the swing.

It wasn't all enjoyable, Pris, eugene and I have our bum hurt while playing the slide. And not forgetting, the countless mosquitoes sting on ours feet, hand and face.

Those was the day when we were young, enjoying the time at playground with friends even when it was under the strong sun and mosquitoes.. wat a flash back. E nxt time, I will def bring along my camera to have a few snapshot.

Abandon now

I realised I have too much time that my mind kept flashing all the negative past.. It is turning me crazy one of this day.

I feeling abandon now. The hatred in my heart is growing stronger. My state of mind is unclear and unstable.

hurts.

oh god.. for god sake. why is it happening to me again. Dave get over frm it.

...I dun like Loneliness..

In...so::..m.nia

Insomnia.. I could not slp in night, and it's getting late, later and "early". What wrong with my bio-clock, has it gone hay-wire? Or is there anything overwhelm me. I needed alcohol every night, so I could have my adequate rest..

3 yrs from this. Alcohol have done some damage to my gastric. It's side effect getting on me badly, and deteriorating my gastric further. Now I couldn't have enuff to make myself high , b4 my gastric discomfort.

Side effect: I cannot have enuff alcohol and I dependable on it now.(everytimes when i'm upset or moody) And I needed stronger alcohol, in order to be high.

Then my insomnia condition has nv improve.

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imperfect

I find my life imperfect. I have alot of thought, but I just couldn't type them out. I am lossing my words.

。。灌溉。。

友谊不像杰克豌豆，以夜之间变成树。它需要爱心与耐心灌溉及培养。

...:: 孤囚 ::

繁忙的脚步不断加速，一点也不停息。 时间也慢慢在流失，昨日的影幕成为了回忆。

.. Not well ::

I fall sick again, after weeks of hectic schedule.. I agree, it's not just the intensified work but being emotionally unstable and the heaty weather played a part too.

The month begin with alot of problem btn family, friends and works. Dispute with family members, doesn't seem to stop nor has it been better. And mine stubborn n rebellious make the situation worst.

Then busy schedule, does not permit me to have sufficient rest. And the climax in my work place is in a state of turmoil (intense and chaotic).. My sense and nerves could not stay calm, heart always skipping his beat and eye continuiously watching my back with cautious.

It could be good tt i fall sick. This allow me to rest and straighten my mind too.

Eason > 最佳损友

梦想！！

朋友是可以陪你作梦的彼德潘，

只要有朋友的鼓励，梦想再艰难及荆棘，

你也有勇气摘下！

Someone

You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------


someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble


someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy


someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional


somebody
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you
someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice


someone
values your guidance and advice


someone
has faith in you


someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this