I doubt so!!! I not tt devil okay.. I'm just evil!

I seriously doubt the question lo.. or something must be wrong somewhere.. I need some one to say some word for me!!

Regina Spektor - On The Radio.

I just like this part of the song.. sort of meaningful to me..

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath

鋼の錬金術師 a.k.a FMA theme

If u had awlays suspected that Edward (Romi Paku) and Alphonse Elric (Rie Kugimiya) played by ladies, then U ARE RIGHT!!.. Well the Video take some time to load..I'm not too sure if I translated the conversation wrongly. But here it goes...


Live Performance by Anatasia and Veronika Golovina (БРАТЬЯ)

Edward:Forgive me,AL. For bringing into such state, I should not have tried reviving a dead.


Alp: Do not be apologetic my brother, you not the only one who's wrong. Me too, wish for Mother revived.


Edward: (our/my) Beloved Mother, Gentle Mother . How much I/we love you!


Alp: However, We have lost our body and arm for the love to our mother.


Edward: What about our future? What are we going to do


Alp: Move on, accepting wat it is and face the future together.


Edward: No. We will find back our lost and return u ur body.


*I dunno if i'm rite.. my jap pretty lousy one.. hahahaa.. but yeah enjoy the video!Ohh yes the lyric..

Prosti menya, mladshiy brat!
Ya tak pred toboy vinovat.
Pyitatsya vernut' nyelzya
Togo, chto vzyala zyemlya.

Kto znayet zakon Byitiya,
Pomog byi mne nayti otvet.
Zhestoko oshibsya ya;
Ot smerti lekarstva nyet.

Milaya mama! Nyezhnaya!
Myi tak lyubili tebya.
No vse nashi silyi
Potrachenyi byili zrya.

Tebya soblaznil ya
Prekrasnoy nadezhdoy
Vernut' nash semeynyiy ochag.
Moy brat, ya vo vsem vinovat.


Nye plach', nye pechal'sya, starshiy brat!
Nye tyi odin vinovat.
Doroga u nas odna,
Iskupim vinu do dna.

Mnye nye v chem tebya upreknut'.
I ya nye obihen nichut'.
Tyazhek, nash gryekh
Khotet' byit' silneye vsekh.

Milaya mama! Nyezhnaya!
Myi tak lyubili tebya.
No vse nashi silyi
Potrachenyi byili zrya.

Ya sam soblaznilsya
Prekprasnoy nadezhdoy
Vernut' nash semeinyiy ochag.
Ya sam vo vsem vinovat.

No chto zhe nam delat', kak byit'?
Kak vse ispravit', zyabyit'?
Pyitat'sya vernut' nyel'zhya,
Togo, chto vzyala zyemlya.


Translation :
Forgive me, younger brother
I am to be blamed
It is impossible to return
that, which has been taken by earth

One that knows the law
would help me find the answer.
I made a terrible mistake,
there is no cure for death.

Dear Mother! So Soft! (soft as in loving)
We loved you so much.
But all our powers
were spent in vain.

I intrigued you
With the perfect hope
To return our family
My brother, the blame is all mine.

Don't cry, don't despair, older brother
You are not the only one to blame
We both have one road
Lets bury the blame to the depth (meaning lets forget whos fault it was)

I can't blame you for anything,
And I hold no hard feelings. (as in Im not mad at you)
Heavy is our cause
The desire to be stronger than all

Dear Mother! So Soft!
We loved you so much.
But all our powers
were spent in vain.

I was intrigued myself
with the wonderful hope
to return our family.
I am the one to blame.

So what do we do now?
How do we correct and forget?
When you can't return
That, which was been taken by earth

My blog worth..

My blog is worth $2,822.70.
How much is your blog worth?

Hahaa.. How accurate is this..

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Ah So..

i stopped my car behind the traffic junction (Red Light), and a mercs pulled beside driven by an auntie.

I had a quick glanced into the driver seat, and she took my glance as a "challenge"
to see who moves off first when the lights turn green.

when she saw my car moved slightly as accidently release the brakes. Instantly, she shifted her enitre mercs 2ft in front of the "STOP" line b4 the traffic light turn green. But the moment the lights turned green i stepped on the accelerator and moved off, before she had time to react. After moving off I turned and made a monkey face at her. hah.

Hey auntie, you might think you own a great car but what matters is the person engaging the machine. So pls exercise your brain cells more lah, to react to situations
Slow..

Crafty?

A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her
faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company.

One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles
discovers that she's lost. Wandering about, she notices a leopard heading
rapidly in her direction with the intention of having lunch.

The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep shit now!" Noticing some bones
on the ground close by, she immediately settles down to chew on the bones
with her back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to
leap, the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious
leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here."

Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of
terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!" says the
leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!"

Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby
tree, figures he can put this knowledge to good use and trade it for
protection from the leopard. So off he goes, but the old poodle sees him
heading after the leopard with great speed, and figures that something
must be up. The monkey soon catches up with the leopard, spills the beans
and strikes a deal for himself with the leopard

The young leopard is furious at being made a fool of and says, "Here,
monkey, hop on my back and see what's going to happen to that conniving
canine!"

Now, the old poodle sees the leopard coming with the monkey on his back
and thinks, "What am I going to do now?", but instead of running, the dog
sits down with her back to her attackers, pretending she hasn't seen them
yet, and just when they get close enough to hear, the old poodle says:
"Where's that damn monkey? I sent him off an hour ago to bring me another
leopard!"

Moral of this story ...
Don't mess with old farts ... age and treachery will always overcome youth
and skill! Bullshit and brilliance only come with age and experience!

Stitches gone!

So glad tt my stitches are removed, but my right cheek still swelling badly. The same, it still hurt a little while eating hard food. I guess it shall take awhile before the gum is fully recover.

ate too much cereal.

Cereal for breakfirst, lunch and sometime dinner... OuuucH!!.. I guess I had too much for the past few days, and now I'm having an ulcer on my lip thats hurt a lot. I hope i could start to chew when i woke up the next day, so i can enjoy a proper meal.

Ouch!! Hey it hurt.

I got my wisdom tooth removed, not 1 but 2(bottom).. I got 2 stitches on my left and 5 on the rite..

It really hurt alot and my face swell like a pig head, wat worse.. I can't chew.. and for the past 2 days, I only had porridge and dou hua. I seriously regretted for extracting 2 wisdom tooth together.. Argh.. how long more to i have to endure..

Finally..

Finally... Though it is just 7 letters word, but it mean alot to me..

Finally..

- I'm clearing my leave to ORD
- I'm going to be a civilian soon
- I got my freedom
- I can leave... ..... ...
- I'm on HOLIDAY.. Happy working pals.

Again, it is not tt I can't wait to leave my camp or I'm suffering a hell of shit there(Comparing to so many others). It's just a common share thought of NSF, we got to move on to our main path after repaying our national liabilities. 2 yrs 2 month for national and it is time to spare some thought on OURS own future.

Nevetheless.. I did meet lotsa interesting guys in my guy.. Real Cool dudes thru my ns journey, and hooraay to u all and our NSFU (NSF Union - Nsf benefit is wat we say)!

07 Oct 06

yabhtrib ym si yadot... And same time.. I have make 100 post!! yeah..

OVer!

Finally is over.. The Dinner & Dance is done, and thing went on pretty smoothly but not without all the frustration and sarcastic remark from 'c'..

I guess dnd should be the last high key event tt I'm organising and a milestone to my military life. Yes.. ORD LO

*Shrug - TOo PISS

Yar!! Really can't take it anymore.. I'm totally drained and shagged, I'm hoping for a rest. First, it was RSAF Open House and next it come exercise and now I have a dinner and dance (Anniversary) to do. I'm been working for the past 4 Sat or Sun, and a lot of night duties. I'm not complaining much of the night duties, as it is quite a fair share.. however, burning my Off for the sake of the dnd and not getting enough appreciation from someone (named 'c') really pissed me off and with e comment he passed- "I'm a irresponsible", when I'm out there in city during my off day, not for movie but meeting a vendor dicussing on door gift.

I force myself too hard, too far and ended up I'm so shag and drained, then all this effort and hard work is not recognised. THou I do understand I should not be that calculative and tt I just have do my part, but I JUST CANNOT TOLERATE E WORD IRRESPONSIBLE, NO ONE EVER MAKE SUCH A REMARK ON ME B4.

Damn him. Piss

Vic's Wedding

Let the game begin.. StartDo!!		Woo!!.. Doreen, r u serious abt it.. Oh.. ***.
ohmygod..Doreen how could u broke the banana into half.. Poor Vic. I guess, give her more time. Since the mission is a failure, Vic here ur drink,enjoy! Ingredient: fresh egg, Fresh tiger.		Woah.. Vic finish the drink. Work then!

Master Card

Tennis.

Tennis, I had been playing it pretty frequently, but still really bad at returning ball and i guess it got to be the way I hold and swing my racquet. From Darrell, he said I should lock my elbow when swing, and the racquet should stays parallel to e net and floor. Sigh.. I guess I do need more training.

Actually I'm considering to join tennis class, but the class was full and the nxt class would only come 2 months later..

Me Darrell Shanlin @ TCC

IMGP0044
Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

It had been long since the 3 of us last met.. We decided to catch the movie Dragon Tiger Gate at dhobby ghuat.

It was a friday, so got to wait for darrell to go home from his camp first, had his dinner and dot dot dot before setting off. Then Shanlin, crushed an appointment b4 meeting us. As usual shanlin was late, bcoz she walk from orchard to PS. Reason, she thot tt the movie was at cineleisure when we had actually told her the changes in the venue. Well, she never really missed much of the show, just part of the intoduction.

After the movie, we decided to go tcc instead of drinking. Well, I dunno wat happened that day, but the waiters there were extremely polite and warming. Then there is waitress.. so so sweet. Haha... tt caught Darrell attention... Thank to shanlin for asking her name.. and reckoning tt she actually attached..

Counting Down to ORD.

I have 61 working days to ORD.. Oh gosh, I can't wait any longer. All of my friends have either orded or going to ord in 1 or 2 months, except one who is going to ROD. I stress it again, is ROD!!.

You might ask what the different btn ord n rod. Humph.. allows me, I would put it simple.

ORD >> U need to continue to serve by doing in-camp training. In short is re-service.
ROD >> Mean u no need to do anymore service.. out u go = freedom. No more military

My dar friend, yes I noe you r gonna ROD. But I am seriously envy abt it.

COme on >> I have 61 more days to gooooooooo!

K.. As promise here part of my oversea photos. There still alot, which I have not upload them. Lazy me.

Crap

CIMG0817
Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

I dunnoe what happened to me, but I guess I'm falling ill soon this my isn't purpose of blogging today, rather I have posted my HK trip photo to flickr, so if you are interested can browse them there. Again I did not manage to post all the photos as flickr only gives 20mb a month.

Otherwise wait for my updates on the blog. I be posting on my blog, after i manage to get myself starting writing the html coding. I wanted to upload more photos, including my friend's wedding photo.