Crap

CIMG0817
Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

I dunnoe what happened to me, but I guess I'm falling ill soon this my isn't purpose of blogging today, rather I have posted my HK trip photo to flickr, so if you are interested can browse them there. Again I did not manage to post all the photos as flickr only gives 20mb a month.

Otherwise wait for my updates on the blog. I be posting on my blog, after i manage to get myself starting writing the html coding. I wanted to upload more photos, including my friend's wedding photo.

Ur Celtic Horoscope

You Are A Rowan Tree

You are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room. And while you crave attention, you do it without ego. You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable. You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless. You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Hi All..

Hi folks, I have not blog for like a month, was a busy 30 days. Some mishap happened in the family, well it now over liao. After my trip, I enjoyed myself very much on the trip. Recover myself.

Too bad my camera failed on me man.. Erm.. I can only depend on my friend's camera when in Hong Kong. Took quite a number of picture.. N spent quite alot too.

I will post the picture very soon.. so please stay tune. yay.

Caetano Veloso - Fale com Ela - Talk to Her

English translation
They say that at night he didn’t do anything but cry.
They that he didn’t eat and didn’t do anything but drink.
They swear that heaven shuddered when it heard his cry,
How he suffered for her, calling out to her even as he died.

Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, he sang.
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, he wept.
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, he sang.
As he died of mortal passion.

That a sad dove came that morning to sing to him,
To the small house with its windows open wide.
They swear that the dove is nothing less than his soul,
That is still waiting for her to come back, her, the unfortunate.

Cucurrucucú, dove,
Cucurrucucú, don’t cry.
The stones never do, dove,
What do they know of love?

Cucurrucucú, cucurrucucú,
Cucurrucucú, you don’t cry any more.

Courtesy of: http://www.edrayne.co.uk/2006/02/24/cucurrucucu-paloma/

goldberg stare

goldberg stare
Originally uploaded by Fildoo.

This guy here wanted to be wrestle, but ended up in the force. Look at his stare, he abt to attack.

Greying skies..:

Starring at e sky, notice tt the sky greying above my head. Vapour become droplet, and when it become denser for it to float it fall forming rain drop falling on the earth, baptising the earth and every souls.

Counting down to ord:180 Days

Elasped

Fast. After my course in air force sch, I'm counting down to ord date. Eagerly waiting for the figure to turn 2 digits. I'm waiting patiently, the day will come.

Friends, probably alot of u gonna ord earlier than me, but I'm not envy.. Just tt I'm seriously plus knn Jealous abt it. Hahaa.

Counting down now..

Happy Birthday - Pal!

Taking this opportunity to wish my friends a Happy Birthday!!

>> Pris - Ger, Hope u like the new house we bought for u. Thou the garden is kind of small but believe the interior design is wat ur style (Euro design bringing some vintage look). Well if u need anymore furniture, let us noe and we will get for u. Sweet ** and stay young.

>> Nam - Giant, nothing much to mention, just tt grab ur opportunities and not let it be a passbyer again. If not let it pass n move on, there plenty more chances out there. I noe.. is hard la but... no pt forcing it.

Hohohoo.. tt's all for now.

Trapped

I fall into a trap and can't find my way out, it's such a torture. I should not have walk toward tt direction, and accepted what not meant to be accepted, nor should I even have the intention.

Fee Fa Foo

I rx a bottle of eternity summer and eternity. thank.

Flash back..

I spent my sunday doing nothing, since morning I have been lying on my bed just lying. Not until, Nam and the gang called for chomp chomp meet up.

After our supper at chomp chomp 11 plus, we decided to go to a park near my place. Hahaa. The swing caught my attention, I sat on the swing.. and there rtn to my child time, so enjoyable. Pris, eugene and suhui too, have their fair time on the swing.

It wasn't all enjoyable, Pris, eugene and I have our bum hurt while playing the slide. And not forgetting, the countless mosquitoes sting on ours feet, hand and face.

Those was the day when we were young, enjoying the time at playground with friends even when it was under the strong sun and mosquitoes.. wat a flash back. E nxt time, I will def bring along my camera to have a few snapshot.

Abandon now

I realised I have too much time that my mind kept flashing all the negative past.. It is turning me crazy one of this day.

I feeling abandon now. The hatred in my heart is growing stronger. My state of mind is unclear and unstable.

hurts.

oh god.. for god sake. why is it happening to me again. Dave get over frm it.

...I dun like Loneliness..

In...so::..m.nia

Insomnia.. I could not slp in night, and it's getting late, later and "early". What wrong with my bio-clock, has it gone hay-wire? Or is there anything overwhelm me. I needed alcohol every night, so I could have my adequate rest..

3 yrs from this. Alcohol have done some damage to my gastric. It's side effect getting on me badly, and deteriorating my gastric further. Now I couldn't have enuff to make myself high , b4 my gastric discomfort.

Side effect: I cannot have enuff alcohol and I dependable on it now.(everytimes when i'm upset or moody) And I needed stronger alcohol, in order to be high.

Then my insomnia condition has nv improve.

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imperfect

I find my life imperfect. I have alot of thought, but I just couldn't type them out. I am lossing my words.

。。灌溉。。

友谊不像杰克豌豆，以夜之间变成树。它需要爱心与耐心灌溉及培养。

...:: 孤囚 ::

繁忙的脚步不断加速，一点也不停息。 时间也慢慢在流失，昨日的影幕成为了回忆。

.. Not well ::

I fall sick again, after weeks of hectic schedule.. I agree, it's not just the intensified work but being emotionally unstable and the heaty weather played a part too.

The month begin with alot of problem btn family, friends and works. Dispute with family members, doesn't seem to stop nor has it been better. And mine stubborn n rebellious make the situation worst.

Then busy schedule, does not permit me to have sufficient rest. And the climax in my work place is in a state of turmoil (intense and chaotic).. My sense and nerves could not stay calm, heart always skipping his beat and eye continuiously watching my back with cautious.

It could be good tt i fall sick. This allow me to rest and straighten my mind too.

Eason > 最佳损友

梦想！！

朋友是可以陪你作梦的彼德潘，

只要有朋友的鼓励，梦想再艰难及荆棘，

你也有勇气摘下！