Greying skies..:

Starring at e sky, notice tt the sky greying above my head. Vapour become droplet, and when it become denser for it to float it fall forming rain drop falling on the earth, baptising the earth and every souls.

Counting down to ord:180 Days

Elasped

Fast. After my course in air force sch, I'm counting down to ord date. Eagerly waiting for the figure to turn 2 digits. I'm waiting patiently, the day will come.

Friends, probably alot of u gonna ord earlier than me, but I'm not envy.. Just tt I'm seriously plus knn Jealous abt it. Hahaa.

Counting down now..

Happy Birthday - Pal!

Taking this opportunity to wish my friends a Happy Birthday!!

>> Pris - Ger, Hope u like the new house we bought for u. Thou the garden is kind of small but believe the interior design is wat ur style (Euro design bringing some vintage look). Well if u need anymore furniture, let us noe and we will get for u. Sweet ** and stay young.

>> Nam - Giant, nothing much to mention, just tt grab ur opportunities and not let it be a passbyer again. If not let it pass n move on, there plenty more chances out there. I noe.. is hard la but... no pt forcing it.

Hohohoo.. tt's all for now.

Trapped

I fall into a trap and can't find my way out, it's such a torture. I should not have walk toward tt direction, and accepted what not meant to be accepted, nor should I even have the intention.

Fee Fa Foo

I rx a bottle of eternity summer and eternity. thank.

Flash back..

I spent my sunday doing nothing, since morning I have been lying on my bed just lying. Not until, Nam and the gang called for chomp chomp meet up.

After our supper at chomp chomp 11 plus, we decided to go to a park near my place. Hahaa. The swing caught my attention, I sat on the swing.. and there rtn to my child time, so enjoyable. Pris, eugene and suhui too, have their fair time on the swing.

It wasn't all enjoyable, Pris, eugene and I have our bum hurt while playing the slide. And not forgetting, the countless mosquitoes sting on ours feet, hand and face.

Those was the day when we were young, enjoying the time at playground with friends even when it was under the strong sun and mosquitoes.. wat a flash back. E nxt time, I will def bring along my camera to have a few snapshot.

Abandon now

I realised I have too much time that my mind kept flashing all the negative past.. It is turning me crazy one of this day.

I feeling abandon now. The hatred in my heart is growing stronger. My state of mind is unclear and unstable.

hurts.

oh god.. for god sake. why is it happening to me again. Dave get over frm it.

...I dun like Loneliness..

In...so::..m.nia

Insomnia.. I could not slp in night, and it's getting late, later and "early". What wrong with my bio-clock, has it gone hay-wire? Or is there anything overwhelm me. I needed alcohol every night, so I could have my adequate rest..

3 yrs from this. Alcohol have done some damage to my gastric. It's side effect getting on me badly, and deteriorating my gastric further. Now I couldn't have enuff to make myself high , b4 my gastric discomfort.

Side effect: I cannot have enuff alcohol and I dependable on it now.(everytimes when i'm upset or moody) And I needed stronger alcohol, in order to be high.

Then my insomnia condition has nv improve.

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imperfect

I find my life imperfect. I have alot of thought, but I just couldn't type them out. I am lossing my words.

。。灌溉。。

友谊不像杰克豌豆，以夜之间变成树。它需要爱心与耐心灌溉及培养。

...:: 孤囚 ::

繁忙的脚步不断加速，一点也不停息。 时间也慢慢在流失，昨日的影幕成为了回忆。

.. Not well ::

I fall sick again, after weeks of hectic schedule.. I agree, it's not just the intensified work but being emotionally unstable and the heaty weather played a part too.

The month begin with alot of problem btn family, friends and works. Dispute with family members, doesn't seem to stop nor has it been better. And mine stubborn n rebellious make the situation worst.

Then busy schedule, does not permit me to have sufficient rest. And the climax in my work place is in a state of turmoil (intense and chaotic).. My sense and nerves could not stay calm, heart always skipping his beat and eye continuiously watching my back with cautious.

It could be good tt i fall sick. This allow me to rest and straighten my mind too.

Eason > 最佳损友

梦想！！

朋友是可以陪你作梦的彼德潘，

只要有朋友的鼓励，梦想再艰难及荆棘，

你也有勇气摘下！

Someone

You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------


someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble


someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy


someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional


somebody
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you
someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice


someone
values your guidance and advice


someone
has faith in you


someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this

..:: a fool :..:

I was treated like a fool lately, despite how much I have done but in return unappreciation. I got reprimand by a friend:" Can you not buzz me with different qns, I am just acting on others instruction!" Was my intention wrong or Am i being too busbody(poking my nose to friend's matter)? I just wanted to help. And being boycot by him.

Nxt instance, I treated...... thinking of it, make me feel more like a fool. apolgoise if i was a weirdo.

正在沉思的我！！

不知过了何时思想已经变得好不足道，变得不起眼了。有和无在也不重要， 思考能力因此渐渐退化。 此时此刻，只盼望来月的到来也只盼望能早远离我目前的工作[军]。 原因事是好无发言空间，only 听取指示。

其次，连围服可人利益的权利也散失。

其三，是我在网页写下自己想法都有罪，是犯了大错！ 但我不敢苟同，因在我专题里都一字不提它们名号，更没说他人是非。

其四，我一向都很欢迎他人游览我的blogger，也不反对我的专栏成为大家分享的话题，但却不能忍受及睁恨他人利用我的专栏来造势和诬蔑我。有始之终我都没在专栏上造谣或敌意他人，何况是嗦军呢。请这人不要在继续造谣生事及挑拨我与他人的分针。

Read on man!!

Paul wan, do you happened to know anyone of them mention below.. How abt george lee is saw lee your friend??.. Hey hey juz joking, thot it was interesting... hehee

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Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller: No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!

Operator: You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller: I'm Sam Wan. And I need to talk to Annie Wan! It's urgent.

Operator: I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But
what's this urgent matter about?

Caller: Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother Noel Wan
was involved in an accident. Noel Wan got injured and now Noel Wan is
being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan is on his way to the
hospital.

Operator: Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the
hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this
hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller: You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator: I'm Saw Lee.

Caller: Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!

underworld - evolution..